Young, Fabulous and Broke.

FINE. i will update this space.
* and after spacing out for 15mins*

i think i'm starting to come to terms with myself.
* and after saying that line for the 87432th time*

if anyone does actually read my entries and really wanna know whats going on in my life i'm telling you it's really just your usual 19 year old getting partied-out every weekend, struggling with essay datelines, plunging into emo-mode every now and then, suppers and driving without a license, always broke and procastinating, and having a wardrobe mal-function once every 2 days.

the only difference is i'v got the coolest friends with "heavyweights" to boot...
-moncherie & manjatetek - see, they've got very cool nicks too.
ha ha ha applaud for my obnoxiously arrogant behavior will you.

It's the start of a new week once again, i hope by the end of it, i'd still be smiling and we'd still be cool, no drama, just smashing bumkins and everything else that blows my mind.
i'd like to " live for the moment" sometimes, indulge, and let it take me to another high.
but i have the sanity of insanity, and i find the kick out of being this way.
fucking bittersweetrhapsody of mine.

allow me to indulge in watching the oc for now. i am only at season 2 & as much as i think it's a chick flick with the intentions of trying to mindfuck my inter-relations social skills, i think adam b. is hot like melted cheese on toast.
ALLOW IT.
goodbye.
xoxo

put up or shut up

what was supposedly intriguing could become draining.
so lets hope when everything dies out, passion would remain.

" fuck me once shame on you
fuck me twice shame on me"
-samantha jones

at first when i see u cry, it makes me smile

The little thoughts came rushing in
While I watched for a sign from him
When all the while was clear as day
That I should go and he should stay
I took his love like it was mine
I squeezed the truth until it lied
It took some time for cracks to show
Should I stay or should he go?
The simple story that you told me
Is a little different from what you showed me
The simple story, unfurling slowly
Is if you lay down with a dream
You'll wake up lonely
The fog will cast a certain shade
So what you see is how what's made
it's mark will show you what to do
When hope pretends it's made you new
Love lied love lied but I'm the reason
Love lied
The sky wraps round the mountaintops
The watch unwinds until it stops
Some things will always be the way they are
And that is how they'll stay
The simple story that you told me
Is a little different from what you showed me
The simple story, unfurling slowly
Is if you lay down with a dream
You'll wake up lonely

romantic comedy

now we watch tv
till we fall asleep
not very exciting
...
but that works for me.

le missus says " invade my head,
blow my mind,
bang bang,
you're divine."

always bright lights and endless rainbow(s).

lesson to learn :. memorise your timetable and do not listen to your fellow classmates who tell u there's a sudden change in schedule. because u'll end up like a stupid cunt waiting in school but the place is empty like fk.

there's the candle, where's the flame

sometimes it's not all about you, or me, or her.
sometimes it's the space between us.
I was never obliged to behave or think this way
but it was cos i wanted to.
there are so many could haves , should haves and what ifs..
someone said the only thing you got to lose is your mind
And as i wait, no it ain't pitiful ,
but is it worth it ?
I think I've paid my dues, what about you?

i would usually end this with a lighter note.
well, i'll be fine it's just a matter of time.
no seriously. it's all about time.

whats going on.

sugar how u get so fly ( for the 33247th time)

i am going to be a shutterbug just for today. and maybe tmr too. i am bored, and i cant focus on my studying, and every 5 minutes i look at my phone and suddenly its 1am.

and every now and then i get tempted to take self shots of myself because i got hungry but was too lazy to get food.

but i eventually gave up and made instant bee hoon for dinner. and now my sore throat is even fked cos of the msg in the soup.

today i made many phone calls. i was glad i made one of them.

tomorrow i hope i get sick for like the first half of the day so i can roll around in bed and then i will secretly watch the o.c because i have only watched one episode amongst all the seasons, so far.

now the tricky part here is, cough syrup? or no cough syrup?

'its been a manjamonday.